Zoom Rocket…I have a polly pocket?!
I found a polly pocket in my cupboard today…. I don’t think it was mine…it is now. Mystery of the title revealed in the first sentence… there goes your reason to read. Boom! Haha!
In other news, the past two days have been stressful and a bit upsetting truth be told. Lets cover the stress first eh?… So I am currently jobless, which I’m sure will change in Jan/feb pretty quickly all being well, but not having a job worries me. I always feel pathetic sat round doing absolutely nothing, it’s good for a bit after a long year but I like being productive it is what my whole life thrives off. Without being productive and active I become this ball of self pity. But I will be off to Alton Towers next week, for an interview, and I can’t see why I shouldn’t get the job having done it before at Thorpe Park and having more confidence than iv’e ever had in my life really. So fingers crossed.
On the “Upset” part, things this Christmas have reminded me more of my dad than ever before, I think it’s a combination of TV programme subjects, people who have been round for Christmas and family situations. But yes being reminded a lot, and where I wasn’t even exactly close to him, or talk to…he was there, and every time I come back home I expect him to be there but he’s not and I don’t think that feeling will ever leave me, it’s fair to say I have completely changed the last few years because of it all, i’m not sure if it’s for the better or worse I don’t know.
Anyway,
Today has consisted of weird dreams, shooting terrorists on MW3 with my brother, come dine with me and general lazying around. I feel better this afternoon than when I woke up which is good. I’m currently in a state of making a lot of decisions and I’m hoping every one that I take will be towards a bigger picture in life, whether it’s career choices, family choices, relationship choices or whatever.
It’s fair to say i’d like to thank a few people in my life right now for just making me smile and laugh by talking to them, if you reading this then you are probably one of them!
CHEERS DEARS.
